If you have already noticed when I have good mood, I like to write posts in english.Also it's kinda of conspiration - lots of the most important things I write in english as well.It's just a habit, I suppose, cause I just hide my thoughts from my mum and people, who don't understand what's going on.Well.The post will be about the reality.Yep, it's boring I know, but this thing disturbs me most of all, and I've decided to write about it.
As for me, reality is the most obscure thing in the world.Well...The world exists in reality...Or no.I got confused, to be honest.But it's not the point.
The point is what to do with this reality.Everyone has it's own reality.I've already written about it before, when I was talking about the worlds, if you remember.That's kinda alike things, I suppose.
Everybody is talking about the reality..."Think about something real, don't forget about the reality, find something more real, do something more real"...I'm tired guys, REALLY.See?It's all around!How can I forget the reality, if it surrounds me everywhere except my dreams.But it's tiring and exhausting.It's not so good as it seems.That's why I try to forget about it for sometime.And now, I've finally come up to the man whom I was going to talk about.
I'm not sure he would understand me...Especially taking into consideration his "love" to english, but sorry.I can't write such things in russian.Maybe I can, but don't want to.
You're not real to be honest, yep.You know it.That's just one thing that I can't change yet - it's the distance.You know it too.You know everything about it.Sometimes I think that you know everything.I understand that it's impossible but sometimes it seems so.Let it be.
You're not my reality.I just want you to be so.I don't mind you protesting against this decision.But you must admit that this decision is mine.We can argue about it, you may don't like it, you can mind it, you can mind even me, but until something extraordinary happenes to me or you, I won't change my mind.Just because I need it.Just because I promised.I know that you don't believe my words, but I hope that one day I will be able to prove them.I'll do anything when the time will come.Just because now I know what I need.Just because I need you.REALLY need.And REALLY love.
Так себе пост H:i (d/m/Y)
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